TUMBLR

I've abandoned ship!  

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xoxo

HE

makes me smile with just one look, but he doesn't know it yet. shhhh... i wonder what it would be like to hold his hand? to kiss him? to say that he is mine? how i want to turn wonder into reality.

'I'm leaving on a jet plane'

and by jet plane, i mean easy jet's finest! after a summer of 'chilling' i'm finally of on holiday! after months of deliberation, i'm off to Munich with one of the bestie to visit a dear friend then we're road tripping if vienna! and me being me, i shot gunned front seat for the journey  :D

so i will publish a few posts i have been working on, but i shall have to love you and leave you and i shall continue posting from september 10th 


xoxo

ALEX WINSTON

ever looked at someone and thought "what the ACTUAL fuck?!". that is how i felt about Alex Winston when i saw her open for Bruno Mars at the hammersmith apollo the other day. if you haven't heard of her, don't worry, neither had 98% of the audience who just stared at her whilst she tried her hardest to get us to clap to her songs (yeah, that didn't happen). but what got me the most was what she was doing on stage, in all my life i have never seen someone act as if they are being de-possessed. seriously! she was just screaming into the mic, couldn't understand what she was saying but it all got too much when she threw herself to the ground and started banging on the stage floor (que more 'WTF?!?!?'s).

being so fascinated/scared of her i did what any internet addict did and youtubed her, after bluffing through more videos of her screaming/banging on stage floor i came across a version of her singing 'choice notes' and i was mesmerized. her voice was fantastic! i have no idea what she thinks shes doing up on that stage but when she just sings, she could easily be one of my new favourite singers, but then i watched her video for 'sister wife' and re-thought that. (click click on 'sister wife' to watch the video, a cat spits blood on her face!)

anyway, watch this version of 'choice notes' <3

xoxo

NEWNESS.

It's 3.56am and I've decided I want to be new me.

i've even just washed up and tidied the house (febreezed and all) so that i can wake up to a fresh start tomorrow.

THINGS TO DO TO BECOME A NEW ME:


1) stop smoking.
      ~ my 7 a-day habit has become 2 a-day so i plan to go cold turkey tomorrow. this isn't a random revelation, denying the fact that  i smoke to my mum is basically pointless, my habit is to throw the butts on to the extension roof under my bedroom window. something that went unnoticed by the ma until a week ago when she wondered why there were cigarette butts all over the roof,  i lied and said it was my smoker neighbor clearly smoking out of his window then throwing them on to our roof. so my solution was to start throwing towards the neighbors roof. this was fine for a few days until mrs neighbor complained to my mum that a mount of cigarette butts were pilling up on her roof (cue my 'ohhhh shit!') so i've now come to the conclusion that i should either tell my mum or stop completely. Stopping is defiantly the easier way.

2) stop my late risings
  ~ i am a night owl. fact. it's just the way i am, but i've deicded to stop my 5am bedtimes, 2pm wake up times for something more acceptible in todays society. 2am bedtime, 10am wake up time? I've never needed more than 8hours sleep so i should be able to cope with this. i hope. no, scratch that, this is going to be my hardest task. dang.


3) exercise   
    ~ i have spent the best pat of 2months lying on the sofa an exhausting everything that sky movies has to offer me and i haven't workout properly since last summer (apart from that zumba class i took with the bestie 2 weeks ago in which i was a complete disaster at due to my lack of co-ordination)  so i'm now a fat size 8. i know you're thinking 'ummm size 8 isnt fat?!' and i know you're right but i actually want to post about this issue properly later on so bare with me for the time being.


4) do something fun with my mum
   ~ i know it soppy but my sister has gone on an adventure holiday for 3 weeks so i might as well use this time to spend some quality time with the muma before i return back to university and miss more than the fact that the women does my washing, folds my clothes and puts them in my room, its a pure luxury, no, really!  


5) finally achieve the perfect Lauren Conrad curls
   ~ i have naturally thick, curly hair so the best part of the last decade ive straightened  the life out of my curls so that i now have thick, slightly wavy and straight at the ends hair. which to me signals that i need to step away from my beloved ghds and get that 1" curling tong that she uses and accentuate my 'slightly wavy and straight at the ends' hair. it will be a challenge but i can do it. in the words of obama 'YES WE CAN!'


- WISH ME LUCK!


xoxo

neglected.

i have neglected my blog, majorly! What started out as an obsession last summer dwindled once i entered my second year of university and having picked all coursework modules, i never had a spare moment, and the moments i did have i was taking much needed time to relax and as the months went on, i lost my passion to blog.


but now i'm back and am dedicated to posting frequently so read and enjoy my lovelies :) 

xoxo

never say never...

"In 20 years, you will be more disappointed by what you didn't do that by what you did."
- Mark Twain

It was one of those days when you've got work coming out of your ears, your hair wont go the way you want it too and the only thing that's on your mind is him, or lack of him. stress.


This picture and all the other ones we took weren't about looking good in our bikinis and showing off what we got under all those clothes ;) - it was about living your life. CARPE DIEM BABY! seize the day :)


xoxo